[TeNi]

Feel like fuck
Thursday, October 27, 2005

IM feelin like so damn shitty now...thank you yanni for maing me feel this way.On top of all the problems that im facing now the last thing that i need in my life is this kinda shit coming from you.It really hurts me to see that u think of me in that way...but fuck it ah...im sick and tired of all these relationship crap..just when i was about to sound you and make everything so perfect ..you just had to spoil it...2004 - 2006 will offically be the worst time of my entire life...firstly beacuse i have to serve this fucking stupid waste of time ns and secondly because financially my family and i are sooo sooo broke.Fuck life..im so sick of it. Plans that we make never works out..nothing does.Im so so sick i just feel like running away from everyone and all my problems..If only i could..i would.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

1. When you look yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?My hair

2. How much cash do you have now on you?
$0.00
3. What's a word that ryhmes with 'TEST'?
Best?

4. Favourite Plant?
What the fuck?

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call cell phone?
Nadeem

6. What is your ringtone now?
Iron maiden

7. What are you wearing now?
Red boxers
8. Do you "label" yourself?no

9. Name the brand of your footwear you are wearing now?
Adidas

10. Bright or dark room?
bright

11. What do you think of the person who took this survey before you (must state name)?Yanni – She must be really bored to do all this surveys

12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
yup

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Went out with gop; and the guys

14. Word for word: What is the last text message you received on your cell phone?I know.i said I go causeway point.

15. Do you ever click on Pop Ups or Banners?no

16. What's the saying that you say a lot?
Oh my god

17. Who is the latest person who he/ she say loves you?
Yanni

18. Last furry thing you touched?My lovely cat

19. How many hours do you work a week starting from tomorrow?im off tomorrow

20. How many rolls of films do you need to get developed?to get what developed?

21. Favourite Age you have been so far?
None so far

22. Your worst enemy?Allan tan

23. What is your current desktop picture now?some adidas shoe

24. What was the last thing you say to someone earlier?hi shaistah

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
$100,000,000

2:15 AM
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1.like to walk under the rain?
Sometimes

2.Sleep with or without clothes on?
Without a top.

3.Prefer black or blue pen?
Black

4.Dress up on Halloween?
Errmm…im a muslim

5.Like to travel?
Yup

6.Like someone?
Yup

7.Do they know?
Yup

8.cute ?
Extremely

9.Think you're attractive?
Average

10.Want to marry?
Not too sure abt that at this stage of my life,

11.With whom?
Errm..read question 10 again.

12.Alaska or Hawaii?
Mmm…Mekkah

13.a good student?
Yes only in cdc

14.Where are you by the way?
In front of the fucking comp la.

15.involved in sports?
Used to be

16.Christmas or Halloween?
Read question 4 again.

17.Colored or black-and-white photo?Both

18.Do long distance relationships work?
Not at all

19.Do you believe in astrology?
No but its fun to read

20. Do you believe in GoD?
Read question 4 again

21.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes

22.Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
I dun understand the question..

23.Are u an outgoing person?
Can be

24.Do you have a job?
Technically no

25.Do you make fun of people?
Love to

26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Read question 24

27.Fave thing to do?
Ride my bike

28.Chocolates or Candy?
Chocolate

29.Fave. person?
Jepo

30.Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
Bootylicious thighs

31.Favorite food?
I eat everything

32.Go to the movies or rent?
Both

33. How's the weather right now?
Cooling

34.Hug or kiss?
Depends on situation

35.last person u talked on the phone?
Yanni yanni bo banni

36.Last time you showered?Abt 1 hr ago

37.Loud or soft music?
Both dependind on my mood

38.McDonalds or Burger King?
BK for sure

39.More romantic? baths or shower?
Bath

40.Night or day?
Day & night

41.Number of pillows on ur bed?
4

42. Fav instrument? piano or guitar?
My anus

43.Read or write?
Both

44.Hot chocolate or Cold?
Both

45.Snow or water?
Snow

46.What are you going to do tomorrow?
Tell you when tomorrow comes

47.what clothes are you wearing?
Red boxers

48.What do you drink?water

49.What's ur wallpaper on your computer?
Some nike soccer shoes my bro likes

50. What's right next to you?
A lamp

1:55 AM
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Im glad every doubt i had has been cleared
Sunday, October 02, 2005

Phewww...finally all the doubts and insecurity that i was feeling all this while has finally subsided...andi has finally showed his true colours to you and im sure that you would not want to be with a guy like him.

I enjoyed my day with you today..spending the whole day with you is somethin that i am getting used to and something that i enjoy doing. i know that i have been very fickle minded and very irritating when i keep on changing my mind abt weather or not i wanna sell my rxk and by a kr and because of that i wanna thank you for putting up for my shit and always being patient and being by my side.Now i think and i hope i have finally made up my mind and that is to keep my rxk until u pass ur 2b and then buy a kr together will you and i cant wait for the day when we will be riding side by side each other...at the same time i am also extremely concern abt your safety because as you know the roads are never safe for bikes.And i am surely gonna miss u riding behind my when you buy your bike. :(
Amyways you should be happy with my exk because with this bike i can pick you up from werk , pick u up after ur bike prac and spend alot more time with you than i used to with my kr because of the low fuel consumption.

I really hope we both get a part time job soon to solve our own personal problems but at the same time i also hope that the partt ime job wont make us drift away from each other.yanni i wanna take this opportunity to thank you for buying for the the cool pony sweater and pants...i really love it..thank you so so much..i really appriciate it and also wanna thank you for treating me to swensens food and gelare waffle ice cream...i really enjoyed.

Whn i have enough money i will treat you too k...dun worry...what goes ard comes ard so treat me more k and u will get it back...hahaha...ok now im starting to talk crap..

Fasting month is coming and im really happy beacuse i will be able to go mosque everyday for 1 month straight praying terawah..i really like the atmosphere in the mosque..feels so peaceful and i dun think abt any of my problems..i really hope Allah will bless me with a good and pious wife.
i guess thats it for now....will update my blog again soon when yanni asks me too...hahah...Yanni just so you know...I know i did choose the right babe ;)
I simply lurvvveeeeeeeee you!

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