Im glad every doubt i had has been cleared
Sunday, October 02, 2005

Phewww...finally all the doubts and insecurity that i was feeling all this while has finally subsided...andi has finally showed his true colours to you and im sure that you would not want to be with a guy like him.

I enjoyed my day with you today..spending the whole day with you is somethin that i am getting used to and something that i enjoy doing. i know that i have been very fickle minded and very irritating when i keep on changing my mind abt weather or not i wanna sell my rxk and by a kr and because of that i wanna thank you for putting up for my shit and always being patient and being by my side.Now i think and i hope i have finally made up my mind and that is to keep my rxk until u pass ur 2b and then buy a kr together will you and i cant wait for the day when we will be riding side by side each other...at the same time i am also extremely concern abt your safety because as you know the roads are never safe for bikes.And i am surely gonna miss u riding behind my when you buy your bike. :(
Amyways you should be happy with my exk because with this bike i can pick you up from werk , pick u up after ur bike prac and spend alot more time with you than i used to with my kr because of the low fuel consumption.

I really hope we both get a part time job soon to solve our own personal problems but at the same time i also hope that the partt ime job wont make us drift away from each other.yanni i wanna take this opportunity to thank you for buying for the the cool pony sweater and pants...i really love it..thank you so so much..i really appriciate it and also wanna thank you for treating me to swensens food and gelare waffle ice cream...i really enjoyed.

Whn i have enough money i will treat you too k...dun worry...what goes ard comes ard so treat me more k and u will get it back...hahaha...ok now im starting to talk crap..

Fasting month is coming and im really happy beacuse i will be able to go mosque everyday for 1 month straight praying terawah..i really like the atmosphere in the mosque..feels so peaceful and i dun think abt any of my problems..i really hope Allah will bless me with a good and pious wife.
i guess thats it for now....will update my blog again soon when yanni asks me too...hahah...Yanni just so you know...I know i did choose the right babe ;)
I simply lurvvveeeeeeeee you!

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