What have i done to deserve this?
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
What have i done to deserve this? My love for you is so pure..so true..never have i loved anyone in my life so so much before.But why does your heart feel alien towards me? Always wanting you to see me happy is a big mistake because you took that to mean that i am ok...even though you were not with me , when we went out i did not show you my dark side..the side of my that is wanting you back so much , the side of me that feels so hurt beacuse you are not with me , the side of me that is crying to sleep every single night..and i did all that because i did not want you to worry abt me..thinking that how you feel is more important than how i feel...but all that was a big mistake for you took it to mean otherwise..i should have showed you how i felt from the start..maybe then you would have seen how much i love you and how desperate i am to get you back.I am going thru such a mental and emotional breakdown that i really dont know what to do anymore..you were all i had..all that i wanted.People learn from mistakes and yes there are consequences for mistakes but what if the mistake was done to make you a better person?Would i still have to go thru the consequences even though i did it for your own good?I have learnt from my mistakes and i know that i am a better person now...then why do u still not want me back? With my birthday just round the corner...no other gift would be nicer than to have u back in my life..thats all i want. :(
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